May 26, 2005
The Inner Workings of Night-Time Thought
I get rather annoyed at being made to think by movies. On the whole, Hollywood is such a farce that things never get through my Sarcasm Generator. Recent conversations convinced me that I should at least give the medium a chance, though. A few weeks ago, I saw one that got me wondering what it is that I'm doing existing again. I find it rather obnoxious; such thoughts tend to infect my brain like a virus, and it is all I can do to not think about the questions and ramifications (like True Happiness?). But that's where I am again. Trying to find my Zen in a world without reason.
These are always the most obnoxious times of my life. I end up staying awake until sunrise, walking around, looking at flowers, trying not to think too much about chaos or structure. Or the moon. Or much of anything. But the scenes can be pretty, which makes me smile. Perhaps I'm too easily amused for enlightenment?







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